So I've decided to start a new blog. So for the past 17 months we have been Trying to Concieve (TTC) Unforutanly, It hasnt been that easy for us. In August I was Dx With PCOS (Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome) Its basically a bunch of tiny little cysts on your ovaries... Not fun! Its has been a tough road, but we are getting through it day by day.
It's really hard to go on day by day, with babies all around, Pregnant ladies all around. Its very hard. It hurts... to think why is everyone else.... but not me? Sometimes I sit and ask why God has punished me so badly.
I was starting to become a very bitter person.... its kind of hard not to when one after another you hear that your friends, family and co workers are all expecting. When you have been trying for so long and you have nothing to show for it! It hurts.
So Today I went to the hospital for my HSG. I was kind of nervious... everyone says how painful it is. I took 800mg of Ibuprofine an hour before... and no pain at all. The Dr said everything looked great... So this is a great thing... To blockage, So hopefully everything will go good this month. I pray that it will happen soon. This cruel joke is getting old!!
I will end tonight with a prayer from St. Gerard....
O good St. Gerard, powerful intercessor before the throne of God, wonder-worker of our day, I call upon you and seek your help. While on earth, you always fulfilled God's designs; help me, too, always do God's holy will. Beseech the master of life, from whom all parenthood proceeds, to bless me with offspring, that I may raise up children to God in this life and heirs to the kingdom of God's glory in the life to come.
Amen.
Monday, January 21, 2008
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